ive come to the conclusion that this summer wasn't as good as last. i'm not exactly sure why... but hopefully next summer will be swell again.

steve has gone away. he will be missed.

virginia was marvellous. such a culture shock because people down there are so nice to you. they talk to you like you've known them for years. my mom went into a store to buy some things and she was carrying a 12-pack of water bottles and this buff, tall black guy says to her "can i help you with that" "no, i insist, you shouldn't be carrying all that. let me help." and just being sweet... and everyone is like "hello" "good morning" ugh in boston and around here everyone is so grumpy.. pessimistic... cynical... it's amazing how different it is.. i want to go to college in virginia or somewhere south on the east-coast.

camping was fun J Red my lover. "hey y'all wanna go out for some cheese n crappas?" haha and sooo much more... good times.

cheering starts up next week should be fun to be with all the girls again.. and then school is coming back... its coming very quickly. i think i'll enjoy the first day back actually.. and i think i miss having a schedule everyday.. this year is going to be busy for me, at least the fall for sure. im very anxious i think it's going to be hardwork but we shall see. it'll be fun.. i can't believe we aren't freshman anymore! haha being a sophomore is more reassuring to me than being a freshman. i don't know..........

i dunnooooo feeling really... um weird mood. confused kinda. just blah

i'll stop the world and melt with you </3  "you are my only one"

say what you want, say what you mean, question yourself.. are you really what you seem? say who you are, say what you mean, question yourself.. are you really what you dream?

lets see what has happened lately...

went to elephant rock beach in rhode island last week with some of my family (where i got raped by barnacles) i'll post some pictures when i get back from my trip

one of these days i walked around the mall with mark luke john curtis jay cicuto and michael (yes i had to name everyone to get the point across) then finally brooke and danni came and we left and chilled at village and then i went home..... that was after all of my previous plans with mark were cancelled. but hey what can ya do

went to six flags on thursday, it was a blast... the last time i'd go out somewhere with steve.. hes leaving friday or saturday  i will miss you steve-o. you better visit like you said you would

mark went to the cape yesterday = / and then i'm off to virginia tomorrow so i have to do stuff to get ready todayyy... be gone until friday or saturday

i love you baby i'll miss you

Currently Listening Greatest By Duran Duran see related

sooooooooo cheer camp aka fat camp was a great time for us to bond. bond during our cheap imitations of their lame songs and cheers... 'twas a good time

surprise parties are always fun.. wasnt really a party more like just a get-together but whatever. delaney i hope you really were surprised and liked your presents

i went to the beach yesterday and like killed myself. the beach itself was pretty neat though. theres this huge rock that everyone goes to jump off of.. theres pictures on my webshots.. and one time i tried to go up one handed (i had the camera) because it was low tide so the water wasnt high at all and i slipped and my leg got scratched on the barnacles and also my foot did another time.... but i survived....... and then i pulled a muscle in my neck and got some random spots of severe sunburn.

i hope to go to six flags this week.

off to virginia with the family on sunday.. its going to be scorchingly hot down there, but it should be fun. and mark is leaving to the cape soon as well

im a little disappointed because i saw a relient k video on mtv. oh well, good for them..

brave new world is such a strange book. so much talk about sex

on that note, i wish everyone a joyous week

so maybe i shall update. well...

camping with mark was very joyous.... from chilling around the fire to listening to him jam out... from making fun of my crazy family and neighbors to me kicking his ass in go karts... it was a great time, and we ended up staying until thursday. funspot was a blast (huge arcade with like thousands of games, including old school ones... and across the street are the go karts.. = fun) the weather was nice beach weather almost everyday so we went down to the lake/beach that was in the campground... except for the last full day we were there it rained from 1pm to 9pm and then stopped and then started up lightly again haha but that's okay

another wonderfullllllll experience was July 10. dave matthews band concert was amazing. and the night was just beautiful. although i couldn't see clearly through the massive clouds of smoke that were floating around us due to the fact that everywhere you looked someone was lighting up a joint. but that's besides the point..... it was just awesome....

enough about that

i dont have much else to say except that dance starts today which sucks i dont know why i do it and i say that all the time but i cant get away from it.. it makes me happy but i dont know. and..................... i dont know

delaney came home yesterday so i was excited but im kinda bummed that she hasnt called or i havent seen/spoke to her yet... yeah hopefully i'll see her soon

tied up and twisted

the way i'd like to be

for you, for me

come crash into me baby

i love youuu

ciao

Currently Listening The Anatomy of the Tongue in Cheek By Relient K Less is More see related

yeah still figuring out the top

marky left me  one more day.

new hampshire in a couple days... bringing my love ha should be interesting with my dad who thinks mark is like the stereotypical sexually-aggressive guy who is going to persuade me into things. ridiculous. marks all worried and its so cute i love youuuu

weird that schools over. havent thought about it really but i feel like i did a lot and its only our third day out... i love the summer though

i saw bewitched... it was okay but me and kels thought it was slow and kinda blah but thats how most of will farrell's movies have been lately but people still see 'em so hey   we ate so much at unos kels you are the best <3

UPDATE ON THE CELL PHONE---

it now works, i can make and receive calls, and i can talk and people can hear me... but the screen still has water in it and we need a new battery.

i found a new band. well theyre new in the sense i haven't heard them before.i don't know how long they've been around, i think a couple years - reliant K.. theyre pretty good?, thought i'd share

hope everyone has a wonderful 2-month vacation. and i hope you are seeing lovely fireworks for the 4th with someone <3